Beautiful.

"I'm always late because I'm a procrastinator and I procrastinate because I'm overwhelmed and I'm overwhelmed because I'm a perfectionist and I'm a perfectionist because I need affirmation and I need affirmation because I feel unworthy and I feel unworthy because somewhere, sometime, something in me cracked and the idea that I am lovable leaked out... I broke. And I'm still broken... And Jesus finds me like that, leaky and late, and He scoops up the pieces and makes me new. I'll probably break again tomorrow, or in like five minutes, but He'll keep scooping, again and again, until the day I finally get it, until the day I learn that I was createdto be loved. And that day, that glorious day, the angels will sing in Heaven and, by God, I. will. be. on. time."

Full blog: http://www.theveryworstmissionary.com/2014/02/grace-waits.html?m=1