writing

i haven't touched songwriting stuff in over a week now.

not sure how i feel about that.

i want to stick with it. really. truly.

i mean, i have great ideas...but i haven't been able to produce something i find satisfactory in a while now.

maybe i'm too critical.

maybe my relationship with God needs some attention.

i don't know.

i want to make this songwriting thing happen. i really do. but the whole business side of it is so confusing and overwhelming and scary that i tend to just get intimidated and shut down.

sigh.

Lord, empower me with courage...

p.s. i think i've seen 11:11 on the clock every day this week...weird.