Your me

Father can You hear me today?
my thoughts are running wild
and i need You to come and calm the storm
You have called me but i don't feel ready
and like Moses i tremble
and question if this is right

You say Your plans for me are bigger
than any plans that i could ever
have for myself
You say that no tear i could cry
will go unnoticed by Your eye
but can You see me now?

so come
wrap Your loving arms around me
and hold
me close and let me take Your hand
let this peace
that You've given me wash my tears away
so that i can start to let go
of this me that i've created for myself
and become Your me

oh Creator of my heart
You would never test me beyond what i can bear
but i'm not sure that i can cry anymore
i'm at peace with what's ahead
but it's the past that's hanging on
it hurts so much to let go

i know Your plan for me is bigger
than any plan that i could ever
have for myself
i know that no tear i could cry
will go unnoticed by Your eye
so can You see me now?

Your ways are not my ways
and Your mind is not like my mind
Your song is nothing like one that i would ever sing
and Your me is not my me