my prayer

fresh page
new pen
where do i begin?
words fail,
tears come,
i need someone to take the thoughts i almost think
and carry them to God for me.

deep breath, exhale, breathe in deeper still,
long sigh,
i'm still numb.
is there anyone who can find the things i'm barely feeling
and give them wings beyond my ceiling?

right heart, wrong place.
it's too far, too outer space.
sorry, i forgot You're right here.
i cup my hand around Your ear.
i feel You smile, You feel my breath,
You listen as i whisper nonsense.

simple exchage
Your will
i'm changed
and now my prayer ends.
thank you.
amen.

-chris rice