debt

i am in debt.

i am in SO much debt.

i owe on my student loans
i owe on my car
i owe my mom money for my car insurance and my phone...and a few other things...

i owe a friend some money for a specialproject

and now i owe the government the entirety of my savings account.

sigh.

being an adult sucks! but i guess this is the life of the artist.in.ministry...eternal reward-earthly sacrifices ;)

but God is in control. and i do not need to worry because He loves me even more than the birds of the air and promises to take care of me.

so i will take these lemons that life has given me and i will make some refreshing lemonade with them. here we go...

- i owe on my student loans...but i don't owe near as much as many of the people i know
- i owe on my car...but i have a good reliable car that gets good gas mileage
- i owe my mom money for my car insurance and my phone...and a few other things...and she lets me live in her basement and park in her garage free of charge

- i owe a friend some money for a specialproject...and he is gracious and patient and not on a deadline

- and now i owe the government the entirety of my savings account....at least i HAVE a savings account...

God thank you for your blessings in my life. thank you for providing me with work opportunities where i can use my gifts. continue to calm my anxious heart and remind me of your promises.