4 years ago i was in my first semester at LU. But not really just LU, more the Center for Worship. I walked in thinking I knew everything there was to know about music and that I would just blaze through the coming semesters. I had a plan and I knew how to beat the system to make it happen.
4 years ago i had never really been friends with a guy. I had never known all the words to a hip hop song. I had never seen the beauty in the system that is music theory. I had never written a legitimate song. I had never had my heart broken. I had never been touched by tragedy.
4 years ago if you told me I would be directing a choir I would have said you were crazy.
If you had told me I'd be releasing a record I would have said you were nuts.
If you would have my heart would be more broken and defensive and distrusting than it already was, I would have disagreed.
It's so interesting to think back about how time changes us. Even in just a short time - 4 years is not that long in the grand scheme of things - so much can happen. So many meetings and partings. So many moments that shape us and mold us. For good and for not so good.
This is a colorful life I've traveled. full of tragedies and triumphs. and yeah you can be inspirational and say that God is there through it all and he never changes and all that. it's all true and good, but that's not the point of this post. it is merely an observation of how i have changed, and what has happened that changed me.
that's all.
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it's been almost a month since you've updated.
that is all.
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